Raised By 2 Narcissist
Well…one narcissist, the other bascially didn’t count….
TWO SINGERS. ONE WAS SO ORIGINAL LIKE MONICA. ONE WAS BETTER OR COULD HAVE BEEN LIKE PRINCE.
One aborded ship completely, while the other used 2 decades of blaming me to protect her dreams from dying to most…and now I pay for that. Today I hear in my soul her destiny is currently seeking me out as crazy because most people’s dreams aren’t crazy enough not to become crazy not living them. So…
TODAY I HAD A DREAM…
It started in a church. While mother was performing she accidently kept her mic on and the whole church heard her telling people that her son was dissapointing or crazy, can’t remember. When confronted my no good sperm donor tries to check me but I just laughed at him, then amazingly started to cry telling the nigga he ain’t put enough days in my face to yell at me but he was so fucking irrelevent my dreams wouldn’t let me get it out. The pain was from not having a father, not him not being a father. He was nothing, however, the programming that makes a son believe he was supposed to have one was everything. Sometimes I even feel bad for my lil bro because he actually has a different father who will spend days in his face being a sheep. Nothing to teach. Absolutly zero point. No reason to be. I’m the only one in the family who calls him JR yet I only sees DARREN….A powerful human he is. The rest control him by the same programming and this explains the next scene of my dream.
“Before what I say next, my sister who wasn’t in the dream did not need questioning. Her answers where given a bunch of months ago. A tale of sacrifice she wants to entertain. Never happening, sorry 🙃”
For mystery I held some choice words back, but anyway…
After the yelling scene, all of a sudden the church became a forrest and while my mom was storming away she took JR with them and JR followed her. He was so young again in the dream. LOL. When the vibration changes Darren must be used to leave the realm everybody gets left in (dallas) to be met at the finish like. JR can’t take him away from 3D ruin…
Have you guys ever tried to escape a person keeping you as the child they see you? Very childish never to grow and see above your children becoming mature. Narcisisstic behavior.
After that the forrest magically shifted into a street in downtown SA. A song began to appear in a background as I continue to walk by everybody who sold me out in my past. It was GOODBYE by JAGGED EDGE. The dream is now showing me everyone who will try to say we were cool, but we was never cool. We were what we call TITLES. Friends. Family. Roles.
Guess what? I’m started my own family who are SOULS and SOULS will never turn on you like the STUCK of FLESH. TODAT IS MARCH 38 - 8:10 Oclock. Something is coming and must remind me to stay away from alot of people that will try to have a connection to my new era. Thanks.
“I WAS RAISED BY TWO NARCISSIST. ONE BASICALLY NEVER COUNTED”
