Raised By 2 Narcissist
Well…one narcissist, the other bascially didn’t count….
TWO SINGERS. ONE WAS SO ORIGINAL LIKE MONICA. ONE WAS BETTER OR COULD HAVE BEEN LIKE PRINCE.
One aborded ship completely, while the other used 2 decades of blaming me to protect her dreams from dying to most…and now I pay for that. Today I hear in my soul her destiny is currently seeking me out as crazy because most people’s dreams aren’t crazy enough not to become crazy not living them. So…
TODAY I HAD A DREAM…
It started in a church. While mother was performing she accidently kept her mic on and the whole church heard her telling people that her son was dissapointing or crazy, can’t remember. When confronted my no good sperm donor tries to check me but I just laughed at him, then amazingly started to cry telling the nigga he ain’t put enough days in my face to yell at me but he was so fucking irrelevent my dreams wouldn’t let me get it out. The pain was from not having a father, not him not being a father. He was nothing, however, the programming that makes a son believe he was supposed to have one was everything. Sometimes I even feel bad for my lil bro because he actually has a different father who will spend days in his face being a sheep. Nothing to teach. Absolutly zero point. No reason to be. I’m the only one in the family who calls him JR yet I only sees DARREN….A powerful human he is. The rest control him by the same programming and this explains the next scene of my dream.
“Before what I say next, my sister who wasn’t in the dream did not need questioning. Her answers where given a bunch of months ago. A tale of sacrifice she wants to entertain. Never happening, sorry 🙃”
For mystery I held some choice words back, but anyway…
After the yelling scene, all of a sudden the church became a forrest and while my mom was storming away she took JR with them and JR followed her. He was so young again in the dream. LOL. When the vibration changes Darren must be used to leave the realm everybody gets left in (dallas) to be met at the finish like. JR can’t take him away from 3D ruin…
Have you guys ever tried to escape a person keeping you as the child they see you? Very childish never to grow and see above your children becoming mature. Narcisisstic behavior.
After that the forrest magically shifted into a street in downtown SA. A song began to appear in a background as I continue to walk by everybody who sold me out in my past. It was GOODBYE by JAGGED EDGE. The dream is now showing me everyone who will try to say we were cool, but we was never cool. We were what we call TITLES. Friends. Family. Roles.
Guess what? I’m started my own family who are SOULS and SOULS will never turn on you like the STUCK of FLESH. TODAT IS MARCH 38 - 8:10 Oclock. Something is coming and must remind me to stay away from alot of people that will try to have a connection to my new era. Thanks.
“I WAS RAISED BY TWO NARCISSIST. ONE BASICALLY NEVER COUNTED”
Worst Soulmate Ever
She didn’t want to see me.
She didn’t want herself to see me, see her. I guess she’ll never know a unconditional love like me then 🤷🏾♂️
Everyone has that certain date everything changed for eternity. As far as I know, Aquarius shattered Pisces in a silent spiritual battle for who’s Ms. universe January 11th, 2021.
Aquarius since has spent the next 4 years catching up to the emotional power/karma another has when the Pisces could have just simply awakened in one day.
Criminal..offensive. Sideye!
Impulsive Cheater
There is no more deadlines. You’ve decided you can’t love Period.
As the most powerful heart I’m going to cheat on anyone who doesn’t have the most powerful heart in the universe, because keeping trauma is halting free love. Any man who buys love gets to cheat in the universe, because love is free.
You’re not feeling energy yet. You can’t be alone with a nigga and in love. A man cannot DO anything and still be loved, so they will expect a high frequency god who only needs your energy to respect a woman who needs more than a man’s energy to feel it’s love. 100 percent fuck y’all and I can’t wait til you get what you have chosen to deserve.
Spiral P
Spiral posting on dying platforms because I no longer care for your existence ain’t gonna change nothing. The universe put Pisces on this earth to prove minds don’t matter either way. Either a Pisces is going to become the most powerful heart in the world or try to pretend heartless and dumb as fuck because the mind never works logically for Pisces.
In other words prove this world full of MIND is a waste of time or be a waste of life.
There is no in between
Sinking Ships
When C started losing her sacral & heart attachment I felt the energy come from someone else. That was 2 weeks ago. Seems like forever ago.
Now I just locked out my twin flame. G…she was already a 56 so it was very difficult to erase her out my universe today but something told me so I did it.
Now I feel that third eye chakra connection with someone else. Crazy that someone is the same person it’s always been and she might be right.
I want to consider that it all leads back to her and that we can change to whoever we want to be for the rest of eternity. For each other. We must be on the final episode
Ooooooommmmg!
🚨 BOOMSHELL REPORT 🚨
Biden passed away. Nah we know that already…..
Erin just found out STAYCEE IS A 12D VERSION OF HERSELF!
I think she is coming to saaaave a 12D god like myself.
Mandy is 11D
Bailey is ….mystery, won’t tell.
Erin is…🤫 soon to be expired. Mackenzie is 7D.
What level 69 mean?
…..what if your 4D forever soulmate is somewhere out here fucking up world alignment? She’s lost aura, she’s lost frequency, she’s only gained more fame the wrong direction and universe timing is happening so you can no longer play this game—knowing your spirit remains tied by destiny but it was never gonna happen in this life. Looking like never…
Now You anxiously need this person out of written language and in fact want nothing to do with her higher self niether—-cuz she would remind me how ….. the version sent here was.
You justneed that part of your history dead…
For Some reason…..me… Can’t stop checking for her in my spirit and I want it to stop. We prolly gon find out soon…like real soon. Everyday could be tomorrow.
Heart Chakra Is Expanding
Truly believe i have a decade changing heart.
Today I feel soft. Idk why or what made me feel so caring. I know it’s been hiding underneath this mission, but why come out rn? For what? 🧐
I think about the fellas…(tonight)
How would it feel right now to not have somebody you truly wanted? Knowing the universe has exposed us to the fact written means written….however you still can’t have your written soulmate this life. You had to wait until her higher self gets here?
I pray for y’all having women come in and out of your lives because this is a punishment. The heart was not created to break as many times as genZ had they hearts broken. At some point like ugly ass KD said you gotta accept no woman is yours, even if you got her as your gf.
That’s law in low frequency. She is owned by too many services, pretty privilege, and bots she has as friends. To know attachment again will be becoming a higher frequency and I am going to show you that nothing that stays in your soul was meant to ever leave your soul. Give me a few weeks.
Arguments forever happen
On this journey I would question if no drama means people just don’t disagree about anything anymore and what life looks life if people never had issues anymore? Would it be unrealistic or boring? Would we be tired of happy? The toxic good or our relationships, would that end? I just didn’t know.
Well…I’m here to tell you arguments still exist but they end with a sense of humor before shit can turn toxic. Most disagreements don’t last five minutes. We disagree, makes smart jokes and end it there. It’s surface and stays at the surface.
The reason we can no longer align with trauma souls is because arguments with trauma have deeper layers. When arguing with someone triggered by past events the answer can never exist in the present. They are emotionally incapable of keeping arguments at the surface and you cannot change the unnecessary weight attached. Women will see 3 bad ex-niggas in one good man’s mistake.
In my situation a 56 tells me I’m willing to deep argue with few. If you a possible forever soulmate or forever friend, I will help YOU heal or fix YOU. Anyone less, I ain’t listening to shit. We party, fuck …have a one time conversation (hope I help) and go separate ways. That’s 57, 58, 59, and all 5D, 4D signs who don’t have specific numbers. 😎
Stacy is number #3
Someone (who I know) alternate version is officially ranked #3 most powerful in Dr’s universe. She’s the only one I’m giving away for free .
Never seen nothing like what I am seeing.
This girl has lost so much aura since I deleted her as a forever connection down to a 58. I can see that she knows this as well. I’m sure there is personal shit flowing as well. It’s a collective agreement— by choosing normal karma—your life returns to what it was before I announce you as a forever soulmate. She used her whole experience I gave her to play my worth, now she worthless. I swear bitches is dumb!
This what I mean by I help careers flow. Nobody is allowed to have everything I bring them unless they are connected to all of my good karma. I think it is necessary to start flexing who I am out loud because the people who play on my name been getting away too silently.
And for future hoes, nobody can connect to me for independent growth or success ever again. I’m only allowing my universe to show me y’all all scam artists once. 🙂
68
I won’t speak her name ever again. The world would have been erased with one simple kiss. The weeknd “I was never there” just hit it’s high point, had the world at a vulnerable place. The passion was there. The aura was circling. the magic was ready, but she wasn’t even close…to being there. To her niether was i…
Because I wasn’t gonna chase someone over destiny!
I was single after conflicting wit Aquarius about becoming higher vibration. The situation was WIDE THE F OPEN! Had my previous forever soulmate had a 8D frequency this world would have been deleted years ago.
i’ll replace her so hard the whole world will wonder what the fuck was she thinking? The answer was “too much”